AXOLOM Godor XL STP For FTM -- 4" Shaft Cut

I am fat and would have to lose 120 pounds in order to get bottom surgery, so I started looking into packers, hoping, praying, and wishing on a star that I could find some set-up that would satisfy my needs, and I think I may have found it, two things I need to say first though, number one is that I didnt buy this for the STP feature, as I actually prefer to pee sitting down, so I can't say how well it works in that regard, and number two is that I paired this with another toy called the Honeybunch from Bananapants, which is a toy meant to attach to the base of a strap-on so the wearer can feel pleasure as well, plus a vibe bullet to go inside the Honeybunch, I had to do this as I am too fat for the pocket in the rod to reach my t-dick.

One of the first things I realized upon unboxing it is that I can actually pack with it WITH the rod in, as I dont need the canal to be clear as I'm not using it as an STP, and the soft part of the rod is soft enough to easily bend, so the whole shaft points down. I had it in the harness with some tight underwear over it and it worked great, now I don't plan on doing this daily, as I'm worried it might wear on the silicone of the rod, but it's a good option for when I go to my gf's house and think I might get lucky, it's nice that I wont have to deal with inserting the rod when I'm trying to get frisky.

How I made it work in my uh, solo-play session is I had the rod in, the whole thing in the harness, and the Honeybunch stuck to the base of it, I then inserted the vibe bullet into the Honeybunch, which I could do without taking the harness off, which is great cause I don't want it to be activated and start vibrating while I'm out packing with it, and then I just did some readjusting to get it into place and went at it. I had to use the Honeybunch as due to my weight and anatomy, the pleasure pocket in the rod wouldnt quite reach me, though I feel someone skinnier may be able to jerk it without a need for the Honeybunch at all!

I ordered this with the harness and the jockstrap, both in the largest size, I haven't tried the jockstrap yet but the harness was magnificent, even though my measurements were a bit bigger than the ones listed for the largest size, it fit perfectly, and due to my weight, I could position the waistband so that it was in the crease of my leg and my fupa was completely covering it, making it look like I wasnt even wearing a harness at all!! The harness positioned the packer right where it needed to go, and I could easily move it from the optimal packing position to the optimal playing position with relative ease, which was a huge deal for me as I wanted a packer I could pack with when I'm out with my gf, and then when we're home, I can just quickly adjust the positioning for play time without having to even take the harness off, being able to pack with the rod already inside was another key to achieving this dream. My one single complaint is I wish there was an even longer version, as this one is a bit short to have intercourse with, but I'm sure it'll be amazing for hand and oral activities, as well as solo-play, as I've already tested, plus my gf and I dont have penetrative intercourse as often, I may check out the pack-and-play options on here to fulfill that role, it would likely work fine for someone thinner than I, though.

I am obsessed with this product, its making me want to buy more Axolom products as I had such a good experience with this one, this one works great as a packer, but I've also had my eye on the Echo with moving skin and testicle, I know that there is an STP on here that has moving skin and testicles but it does not have a corresponding rod, please Axolom if you could make a rod for that one (the name is escaping me currently) that would be so utterly amazing, a packer that's just like the Godor XL but maybe 6 inches and with moveable skin and testicles would be a dream come true!

Overall, this is an amazing product and works great for my needs (with the help of the Honeybunch, but as I said, I only needed that due to my weight) and may have just saved me the from the 120 pound weight loss journey I was dreading, as this is looking to be a great substitute for bottom surgery!

AXOLOM Godor XL STP For FTM -- 4" Shaft Cut

I'm very pleased with this packer. It's quite soft and very comfortable to wear. The usable part takes a bit of practise but is doable in my opinion, even though I haven't mastered it yet.
The look is very realistic too. I estimated the color and got a good match. I think the pictures are quite accurate.

Yup pretty amazing and a very good first stp as it was mines, penetration ex works well obviously with a condom, i didn’t buy the jock strap so it’s a bit hard to get the motions right but it’s possible, good drainage and color, no tears after a little over a month. A bit smaller than expected but packs well and is amazing for disphoria

I am a fully passing trans man that doesn’t get misgendered at all currently in my transition, and I had gotten this as a spur-of-the-moment purchase as I haven’t ever really felt the need to pack before. I had not realized how amazing something like this would improve my gender dysphoria though. Having tried packing in the past with socks it was always really awkward and I couldn’t really get behind why people would do this, but having a packer that does look like a real penis is such an amazing confidence booster and really just adds that much more to feeling more like who I am and want to be presented as. The reason I chose this one was because of the additional attention there is to adding color variation to the head and balls which just add to the feeling that it’s real, and that you could stand to pee. Granted I am still getting the hang of peeing with it but with practice I see how it is possible. I’ve been wearing it basically daily (cleaning it after every time I wear it) and there isn’t a very noticeable difference to someone looking from outside, but I personally have felt so much better and confident with it on. When wearing it at home it does feel great to see it on me especially as the colors are very close to my own skin tone that it looks like it’s apart of me. I cannot truly express into words what this has done for me and I highly suggest this as a regular packer and eventually taking the step for it to be a STP. I did get the additional STP rod as well but it doesn’t do too much for me in the way of pleasure, but having the sensation of stroking is fantastic and gives a good sense of gender euphoria, so I do recommend it for the feeling more than the physical sensation. Learning to pee has been a bit of a challenge because it doesn’t drain as fast as I need it too and while I have been better about finding how to cup it in the right place it still tends to spill (practice in the shower!). Overall as my first ever packer I give it a 10/10, as a STP about a 6 or 7/10, and feeling of gender euphoria a 10/10!