Im about to write a ridiculous amount of detail, because detailed reviews are what really helped me choose the right stp/packer, and I am really happy with this one. Iām 5ā8ā & 180 lbs for reference. I am non-binary and donāt reliably pass as cis male, so I prefer a very low profile bulge, like hint of penis, so I usually pack with a rolled up crew sock. I like to pack upwards with that, because I feel anytime Iāve tried folding it or using a packer that folds over at the balls/shaft junction it just looks super high profile and boner-y, and I donāt want to look inappropriate or draw too much attention to my crotch- the skin of a flaccid natal penis compresses but silicone does not, so I wanted my bulge to give the impression of a smaller than average flaccid penis.
I have reached the point in my transition where I got a weird & scary look for using the womenās restroom, so itās menās only for me now, but if I ever have to wait for a stall it makes me super dysphoric. My only stp experience was with the p-style previously, but I could never figure out how to carry it with me day to day, so i was willing to put in the time to practice a more advanced stp/packer device for the sake of being able to pass at a urinal.
I read an insane amount of stp reviews, and felt like the āmedicine spoonā style was best for me, (I didnāt want to navigate getting flow over the āhumpā of the balls/shaft fold, or deal with that being a weak spot that could rip) and I was looking for as small as possible. This all led me to the Godor.
I chose the XL because of the aiming assistance from the additional length, and because I read that the solid balls tend to make up the majority of bulk in packers, so I thought the additional length wouldnāt make a difference bulge-wise since the balls would be the same size. I opted for foreskin for visual aiming assistance and no enhancements for durability as well as general broke-assery.
I am āwhiteā but very olive/yellow toned. I opted for color #2 and it nearly perfectly matches my inner arm skin. I do wonder if itās maybe a bit pale for a penis though? All the ones Iāve seen have looked a bit redder & darker than the personsā skin color, although I have encountered a lot more circumcised than uncircumcised.
I adore this stp. It looks super realistic with beautiful veins and ball texture. The size looks very average penis, and the softness seems just right, it doesnāt fold super easily but has a very naturalistic flop to it when shaken, & the hollow shaft does a good job of compressing in a naturalistic way when packing. I do pack up with it, which I was glad to discover still works best for me. I can adjust the bulge prominence by moving the balls more or less in between my legs. I like this because itās already pretty close to in place for use. I do carefully dust my inner thighs and the outside of the balls only with a little corn starch because one time I didnāt and there was a hint of chafe- the silicone isnt sticky per se, but itās also not slippery. The gender euphoria is amazing.
I wear tight menās boxer briefs with pouch space (and long legs, I canāt stand my thighs touching) and this has been sufficient to comfortably pack the Godor with no shifting. Iām glad I opted to wait and see if I needed a jock strap for it, because with these underwear I donāt think i do. When I pull it out for use, I pull my pants and shorts down just a little bit and pull the shaft over the top rather than through the fly. When packing, this is bigger than a rolled up sock, as I expected, but it just kind of looks like I have a pretty big dick for my size, not a boner.
USE: like I said Iāve only used the p-style a handful of times, but I am aware of my anatomy/urethra placement. I have not peed on myself even once using the Godor. Incredible. My technique is to spread my labia majora and firmly press the back of the cup against the back (taint side) of my bonus hole, which kind of stretches around the cup and seals. My urethra is pretty close to my hole, barely to the front of it. I hold the stp from the bottom of the balls with 3 fingers and use my thumb and pointer finger to aim the shaft, and press actually quite firmly upward, forming a seal. The solid balls prevent the cup from collapsing or folding, and the leak prevention lip helps immensely Iām sure. The hollow shaft is pretty big, as is the pee hole, so Iāve not even come close to overfilling it, although my stream is pretty weak. The raised edge on the shaft side of the cup touches my t-dick while I do this, so I could see the pleasure ridges on some of the other models being effective.
Overall I have zero complaints about the quality and design of the Godor XL. Itās 100% perfect for what I want from it. Thanks Axolom, amazing product, easy to navigate website, high quality, fast shipping, and great value for the price. Iāll try and remember to come back and comment on durability once Iāve been using it for a while.
